I appreciate your compliments. I'm trying to pull my mood up by my bootstraps. I had 2 glasses of wine last night while enjoying a movie. Probably should have stayed with 1, as I feel like PMA got sucked out of me despite another run last night.
I also had a couple of conversations with my sister last night then my brother who called this am - both with the theme of "get on with your life." Have I said how much I appreciate this BB? No one else really gets it. And I realized a few days ago that I can't really vent to family, as if we reconcile, I will have poisoned my family further against her - and there will be yet another hurdle to overcome.
W called and left a message a few min ago. She and S5 stopped to shop for some clothes on their way home - she sounded very abrupt and matter-of-fact. I'll have to throw some cold water on my face and get ready to act 'as-if' with her when I pick up S5 for a brief evening outing.
No one else really gets it. And I realized a few days ago that I can't really vent to family, as if we reconcile, I will have poisoned my family further against her - and there will be yet another hurdle to overcome. 