Your e-mail was well-worded and obviously did what you intended which to open communication. If I offended you, I apologize. I guess I let my passing frustration bleed over onto your situation. I agree with you in that we need to shoulder this burden single-handedly if we want our M or R to succeed. I'm getting there. I need a little coaxing still because I am still anxious of the outcome. But, I know one thing: I will not give up. Patience, quiet self-determination, and will of steel is what I hope to gain from this,using your words,