okay, okay - I was pretty sure I wasn't going to call her....but I have to admit I jumped for the phone every time it rang today to check the caller i.d. in case she called so I could answer and cuss her out - thankfully, she didn't call - but CAN I cuss her out if she calls when I'm here? Please, please?
H could tell last night I was miserable - this morning he hugged me and said he was sorry I had a bad day yesterday. I was vague as to why and he let it go - that does bother me a bit - not him but that behavior with DBing - that a huge complaint of his was that I didn't talk to him enough or open up enough to him - but in DBing I'm not supposed to talk about R - but it's R that's the problem that is making me miserable, and when he asks me directly I have to be vague, which is "more of the same" for me - ? Am I making this too complicated? It really does concern me.
But back to petty stuff - I may need to work on jumping to check the caller i.d. just like I had to work on checking his cell phone - wish me luck! THANK YOU so much for the moral support!!!!
