Well, I got no response from my post yesterday, which is about what I expected. I think my situation is not typical of most of what is posted here. I wonder why that is. Most posters either talk about making small steps to get their WS interested in them again or talk about the courses they are taking or jobs they are looking for or how they are cleaning up the house to do something positive. Me, I just wonder if my WS would ever betray me again. I am beginning to think not, but what do I know? So I just use the BB for journaling. Uncle NYS made a point awhile ago about my hijacking his thread, and I think I was doing it because I suspected no one would read/respond if I posted to my own thread. But that's aaalll right.
I notice that I am not thinking nearly so much about the blonde goddess I met at the HS reunion last week. I still have her picture in my MY PICTURES folder, tho. Unless I start to fantasize again, I think I will just let it pass and not bring it up in MC. I have no idea if she is married, divorced, living with someone, seeing someone, whatever. I think I am fantasizing about how shy I was in HS, how beautiful she looked with her long blonde hair and blue eyes and long legs and her shyness. Ah, youth.
"The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong in the broken places." - Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms, 1929.
