I would love to be able to share something here as well. Kevin practiced what he learned here for 3 long years, I saw the change but was blinded by my own selfishness. My wake up call was the night of the PA, I realized I didn't want to live like this anymore. I was allowed to feel the pain I had put him through for so long. I needed to feel it to realize I needed to change. I needed to fix me, the problem was me all along. I did the complete 180 and I had to begin showing my husband love even when I didn't feel love in return. Many days, God carried me, I could have never made it without my faith.
What a beautiful new beginning we've been given. I will never take my H for granted again. You can read some of my posts under Broken2late and confusedWAW. I'm so ashamed when I look back at the state of selfishness I was in but thankful for where I am today.
