I mentioned something to this affect to Mr Mel, (ha ha) and he said that he feels the same way. That he wants me to put his needs first. Not fair. I said it first, it's my idea!

So, here we are. Each of us feeling that being desired is our birthright. Each of us waiting to be adored by the other, but no one wanting to go first. So, who can wait the longest? Mel of course. Aren't I just a sh*t?

Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.