Well, I kept hounding my H to give me an answer on the: which was harder, giving up sweets for Lent or giving up your W during illness question and I got my answer. Sweets all the way, baby.
I don't know why I kept pressing for an answer when I already knew what it was. It was as if I needed to hear HIM say the words. I needed to hear HIM own up to the fact that he does indeed know what desire feels like.
At any rate, I must be an idiotic masochist cause now I feel weepy and sad. I saw what he acted like during Lent and how hard it was for him to abstain from eating candy and cookies, etc. He's got a powerful sweet tooth. This tooth does not crave Honey's though.
I'm trying to find a way to spin this into a positive and be able to move on with my day but I'm coming up short.
I am venting this here because I'm already afraid that my HOM skills will be put to a serious test when I see him tonight.
