You are doing so well. I know in your heart you think you are sinking or drowning, but you dealt with your H, you have a plan for counselling, he hasn't made up his mind, you haven't made up yours (your pants are too big for you!! it just keeps getting better!!).
The road ahead is clear for all manner of miracles to occur.
Hang in there
Aussie Girl
Life is what happens when you are busy making plans
