So much for the plan!! She wanted to go out tonight, I really need to work. She has gone out a ton lately so I didn't budge on working = big problems. She "deserves" to go out!!! Don't I know that? She confessed tonight that she moved home to try to force me out if things don't work! Her confessing of love for me and those "looks" were the great actress in her coming out. I feel physically ill right now. How can you look someone in the eye and lie about loving them. She had me completely fooled. DAMN!!! My friends warned me about her true motives and they were dead right. I keep trusting her and keep getting lied to. You will all 2x4 for this but I quit. She will never stop deceiving me and I can't hear another holllow I love you. That has cut me deeper than ever. I give!
