Most of the feeling down might be improved if I got out more. I work in the basement for 6 hours and pick up or deliver for 2 hours a day. Just quick delivery visits or business like repairs. Not enough off hours socialising.
I went to the community center and got a list of activities they have. I found 2 things that interest me.
BB calls this web site a porn site, although I have told her we discuss topics about relationship that are in the books Michele publishes. I also told myself as long as what I post is public I am not doing anything wrong. I also do not want to feel like I am involved in an internet affair with someone. I have shared some thecnical or work related experiences with other folks by e-mail.
Jo, thanks for the offer. I appreciate it deeply but would have reservations or concerns about someone turning it into something it was not intended to be.
Part of my work experience at the grouphome included giving one boy money for a large bottle of soda. The other boys got to drink some of the soda but turned me in for showing favrotism to this one boy. They suspected I liked the boy in an impropper way. The state sent in a person to investigate this and another incident with this same boy. I was off work for a week until the investigator arrived.
The investorgator did his thing and said to quit acting like a parent and quit trying to help the bratty kids. They will just use anything they can to make it look like you are the villian so they don't look so bad because of their criminal behavior that got them in the deliquent boys group home. Just goes to show you, even having empathy for someone can get you into trouble.
Jo, I don't put you any where near this situation. Just saying I try to be too careful sometimes and the reasons why. I still have to do some work on the things you suggested to reduce or treat UTI's. I might ask some questions later.
