and most of the 'downstairs' stuff they have to do will have to be done under a general anasthetic because of pelvic problems I mentioned on the other thread, but I don't care, it would be worth it.
It can't hurt more than actually having a baby and I've had 4 of those.
You never make me down, Lou, nor does anyone else on here. I've been suicidal before, remember, I know what it's like to feel hopeless.
H wouldn't like it if you emailed him like that, he'd be most annoyed but I really appreciate the thought.
I believe he will get there in his own mind eventually. Thankfully OW is an EX with her bf so I am not worried about her and to be honest I have never had any sexual insecurity which sometimes makes me wonder if I'm weird as most people who have PA's have problems in bed and with betrayal, yet I just think 'Yippee, he chose me, I am better at sex than her.' It gave me a sexual boost rather than making me insecure.
Do you think that's normal or am I nuts?
You sound quite down, Lou. Don't be. You have friends here. You can always email or IM me if you want, greekgoddess472@hotmail.com
I understand if you don't want to but the offers there if you get really down.
That applies to anyone else on here who needs a chat, I am available on IM to all of you. M problems hurt so much, it's good to have friends.
but I really appreciate the thought.