Thanks Gabriel,

I'm just going to try and take my mind off it for a few days. I've got this newsletter to finish, email to the printers and send out to hundreds and hundreds of people (all envelope stuffing done by hand so it takes me 2 days just to do them all), and I've got all the work emails to answer and my book to work on (so close to the end it seems a shame not to get on with it, I have now introduced OW into the plotline).

I thought since we aren't going skating, we could go out later and see if there are any cheap videos at the store (they sell videos sometimes for £3) so I could get one for dd and one for me and then we've got something new to watch later.

I have to keep distracted and upbeat until Saturday, then I can act happy when he turns up.

Jo.