Thanks for the note desdamona, What does that mean?
Strange, What I mean is spending so much time together pretending to be a family? Well we still are...
Do any of you separated/divorced DB's out there send much time with the other X partner? I know having young kids as I do is the reason. But if we did not have kids, would we be where I am now?....
The kids seam to like us being together, does that give them false hope? This is to be my weekend with the kids but I working a home show( I sell applinaces...need a fridge?) so the kids will stay with her on saturday. Come to the show about 4:00PM. Leave with me and all have supper at my place where the kids will stay the night.
Do I try to make plans with her like a movie after? I have pay per view so very easy to set up. Or is that pushing, she has said this week that we are divorcing and she has no intension of getting back together.
I just want to try. I do love her.
That is wrong, I have to DB's act as if I do not care. She said she wants me to be her friend. I do not want to be her friend and watch her with others.(she is not). I would like to be her friend and husband.
Do I try to be the best friend and hope her feelings for me return? She has said many times she would love the man back she feel in love with. ( I'm starting to see him)
The years and marriage, stress is a hard funk to see out from. But I think if you truely do want to come out you can.
I have to keep fighting the depression. I feel like I have lost so much.
I am going to enter a race on the 11th. It is a group relay race from the local ski hill to the local lake. 7 member team do the Ski to sea race. only starts with a 1500m climb up the ski hill to ski down about 3000m. tag to a cross country skier to a mountain biker to a road biker to a runner and finally to to two canoers. All in about 6 hours. Should be fun. I best sign off to get my name in and join a team. I want to do the downhill ski.
