Hello again,
I have not writen for about three-four weeks now. Hurt to much.
History, M coming to 10 in August.
S6, D4, WAW domb dropped Oct 15/04. I moved out nov 15/04.
Moved to my new pad Jan 15/05.
Made many mistakes, even called OM. He then walked away.

Now my life is very busy.
I have kids every Tuesday and Thursday overnight. and every second Friday,Saturday, and Sunday till 4:00 PM with me.
Now the strange part, Wednesday, my soon to be X wants me to come to supper, stay and put kids to bed.
On the weekend one does not have the kids, the other gets together for some time as a family.( This weekend was her's so I meet and took kids swimming, she left and went shopping for Easter stuff)

I am looking for any positve because I wanted and still want to be husband and wife. Is this a positive or just a woman trying to make the best life for her kids?

I need to stop looking to score the touch down and work on inches, a ground assault.

She has said to me how sex with a woman is about trust. And whichout that they can not be in the game. We lost that trust, stopped communicating. And the wheeels fell off.

Got to go.
I will use this as a diary of sorts.

Thanks Russ