Gabriel,
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My crazymaker is telling me that W is so very happy now cause she's Ding me or has found someone new.


That sounds like something I posted last week.

Don't listen to the crazymaker. Have you read any of John Eldredge's stuff? ("Wild at Heart," "The Epic," "The Sacred Romance," etc.) The crazymaker is The Enemy, and his first, favored method of attack is pretending he's not there. If he doesn't exist, if we're not under siege, then all these thoughts are really from ourselves, not his temptations. That line of thinking makes it easy to get down on ourselves.

I keep hoping that someday in my sitch I will start making the kind of progress you are making. W just started the official D court proceedings yesterday, but I think we're farther from reconciliation than you and your W are.

Keep the faith!

K


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