Hey Gabriel. Glad to check in and see lots of positives in your life. Weekend with son sounds great. Your W seems upbeat, etc.
I liked how you told about your feelings a couple months back, on if you really wanted the M. Then you remembered back to all the great things and times with your W. That is a good way to look at the bigger picture. Your love for her is obvious.
You both are right. At the end of September is when I became much happier and confident, things did get much better from there.
DBing is right, we not only do this for our M, but also for ourselves.
