oh SD trop tard cherie - I was awful last night. the worst ever and it's too embarassing to even report the things that I said which were about him putting a woman he had dumped 20 years ago because she wasn't good enough way ahead of 4 children in his list of priorities and that his mother had supported him.
I feel wretched today and hope that I can finally stop saying what I think, in the erroneous belief that it will liberate me from discomfort regardless of inflicting pain on H.
I apologized profusely and he said that if our roles had been reversed he would have been unable to forgive me or have me back.
The theory is so blinking obvious why is the practice so hard? I am the duffer at the bottom of the db class!
