Quote: I am just tired (physically and emotionally). I find that I don't reach out to him anymore for hugs, kisses, etc. What scares me is that it doesn't bother me too much. My thoughts are I am pretty much a single mom anyway with him home, what would be so different with him gone?
This is how I've become. I didn't think it would happen but ambivalence kicked in. When W calls or comes to the house for something, it's almost as if all the feelings for her are gone. It's hard to explain but that's the way it is.