Thanks everyone!!!

Yes, I really see H trying. Today he sent me a message asking me if I wanted to chat. We have never done this.
So, I said yes and we only chatted for a minute but it was nice. Then he called to see what I was doing after school.

Now, everything isn't wonderful all the time, but it is improving. H did get in a mood last night. When I asked what was wrong he just said I don't know. I just left him alone. When he came to bed, he seemed a tad better. He was doing small talk and tweaking my nose. So... I cuddled up and he let me Then...
Not quite where we were before bomb (or even close) but it was an improvement.

Don't worry D, I still have no expectations and know things can change for the worse. I am detached, more so than before.

Sherry