I just have this knot in my stomach and I can't seem to get rid of it.
I will try to be patient. I just feel empty right now. I have been DBing for 4 months and it is sooo draining. The reason I forced the issue with H was because I couldn't do it anymore. I was losing the will to fight and getting resentful.
I guess I am also scared he won't end it with ow and I will be back to square one. Sometimes, it just seems easier to move on.
I am trying to get out of this funk but it has been hard to shake. On top of that his parents are bringing the kids back on Sat and staying with us. Then we get to go have Easter with his family. I am not looking forward to that.
