Thanks MTN,

You are right about so many people here would want there Hs back and at least willing to try and end R with ow.

I just want it now. I have to be patient.

The kids are gone with the grandparents until Saturday.
We went out to eat and looking at bikes. We had a nice time. A lot of playing around and laughing, which is good.

I still am numb, trying not to show it to H. I am still not sure how long to allow him to end things. I really can't handle more of the same (him being at home and continuing R with ow).

Sherry