Thank you so much, NY, Sage, and Pamela. I REALLY cannot say it enough.
I am so confused with what's going on now.
H did not call before he got here. He just showed up at 12pm. S5 was home from kindergarten for the day and got his hugs in first. I was holding the baby and handed him over to H for his hugs.
I started to walk away, but then H grabbed my hand and pulled me close for a hug. We didn't say anything. After a moment, I let go and went about my business in the kitchen.
A minute goes by and H comes up to me, grabs my hand, and leads me into the living room. We stand there hugging and he says, "I don't really know what to say......I went way overboard with alot of things I said to you last night. I didn't mean alot of it." He apologized for having said a VICIOUS comment to me and said that was NOT how he felt at all. I apologized for things that I said as well. I was hurt, and it was wrong for me to try to retaliate.
Not too long after that, I was in the kitchen again, H comes up to me and initiates hugging and kissing. I was very uncomfortable......
To be continued. H is coming.
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown
