I'm not sure if you're aware, but I posted before that H and I agreed to take a "break" from each other while he's in AZ although I did speak with him briefly yesterday. My parents' Dish receiver went kaput on them so I had to find out if H had an extra one in the garage and if I could give it to them. He actually didn't answer when I originally called his cell, but he returned my message since I told him I was on my way over to my parents' house. There were no "ILY"s or "IMY"s from either one of us. I wanted to say "IMY", but H seemed a bit moody, a smidge irritable. I just acted as if my day was going good, a little upbeat. I wanted to ask if he heard my message from the other day and if he understood it, but I knew that probably wasn't best. So it was just a very brief convo about giving and setting up the receiver. I thanked H for returning my call promptly then we said bye.
I think I'll try calling H later to tell him I'm missing him. Hopefully I'll get his voicemail. I would rather do it that way to avoid any possible R talks from H.
Gotta go pick up the boys now from my parents. With them being gone, it gave me the chance to clean house last night.
Hope everyone's doing alright. I'll check in later. Thanks for listening.
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown