Sorry I could not respond to you sooner, but I would of said the same exact thing that sage and sherry said. It was an unfortunate thing that he found the note, but you honestly wrote it when you were feeling that way AT THAT TIME. Once H has had a chance to process that, he will understand.
I have been in those shoes many times during my sitch and I know it felt like the end of the world when it happened, but you know what I am still here and so is H...He may not be fighting for our marriage, but its something.
Try to relax tonight, you may not hear from him tonight. He has to process what has happened. But take a bubble bath after the kids are in bed and relax and tomorrow will be a better day.
