He's leaving

[ValerieA]

Thanks for your immediate responses, Sage and Sherry.

I called H back. His phone was ringing (so I knew it was on), but he didn't answer. I would've rather talked to him personally, but I went ahead and left a lengthy message saying everything I said in my post. I assured H that those were my feelings then and not now. I told H I had forgotten all about that note and had no intentions of him ever receiving it. I told H that I DO NOT want a D! I said I was sorry that he had to find such a thing, those were my feelings at that time, feelings can change, and mine have. I ended the message by saying I hope everything is going well on his trip, and that I've missed him.

I hope this helped. I hope H accepts and understands what I said. I have a feeling the most difficult thing for H to forget about in that letter is where I wrote how everytime I looked at him......omg.

Thanks for listening.