I apologize for not posting recently but trust me, I have been following your situation. I think when you look up "up and down" in the dictionary, your H's picture is next to it! Am I right in thinking that when you wake up each morning you don't know which H you are waking up to?
Well (1) at least he's there, (2) he's showing affection and (3) it seems like he's really trying. What I like to see is you saying that you feel like you will be OK regardless of the outcome. Girl, that is half the battle.
Sherry, I'm happy that you are showing all of us what it's like to be strong. Keep it up not just for you but because it helps all of us.
