My attitude has changed. For one, I know I will be okay no matter what happens. I was riding bikes with the kids last night and thought this is great--the kids are laughing playing and the weather is great--life is good.
H did help (a little anyway) with dinner. He is still getting home early. He did tuck me in last night (playful) and give me a kiss on the forehead. Sometimes he seems like the old H. But, I know he is not close to being that yet. He pretty much played drums or was on the computer (except for dinner) until 9 last night. We watched some tv then he got back on the computer.
