PLEASE check out restoreministries.net. I just discovered it last week. Before going there, I felt exactly as you did. Did not care about my H (or thought that was the case). My H would also lose it and exhibit a lot of anger. I am not saying things are better yet, but I ordered the Resource packet from them, it came in 2 days, and I went away for the weekend to read it all. I would highly recommend their book "How God can and will restore your marriage". It will change your life, I promise you!! I now know all of the things I have been doing wrong and MY part in the problems we have been having. Even if my H does end up leaving, I know God is in control and things are not hopeless (I know you may be feeling like you don't care right now, but this book may help you realize you do!).
Just give it a try, please!?!
Beth
H 40
Me 40
married 15 years
5 children aged 2-11
Bomb 2-6-05
Now we are piecing, I think
