Thanks for you kind words. I am glad someone gets some encouragement and insight from my posts. Sometimes I feel like I ramble or just vent. I am so confused these days about what I feel, I don't see how I can help anyone else. So, thanks.
You are right, it does help to know you are not alone in this. Others are feeling the same thing, too.
Well not a good night. Somehow a R talk ensued, not sure how. It all seems like a blur. I remember standing there thinking how did we get to this convo.
Of course H just keeps on acting like everything is just fine and dandy. He is picking up D4 today. I asked him if he would (which I never do unless I have a meeting). He didn't respond right away so I had decide to not push the issue. He finally emailed yesterday saying he would pick her up today. Then he emailed today reminding me he was.
Okay, any insight here would help. During the R talk, I asked have you noticed I am ... h said no, you know I don't notice things. This is not the 1st time he has said this. Early on after the bomb when I asked have you notice... he said now that you mention it, yeah, but no I hadn't before. Am I just spinning my wheels here if H doesn't notice what I am doing? He certainly expects me to notice what he is doing. He said have you notice I...
Any thoughts???
Hey Beth, do you have a thread anywhere? I would love to read up on your sitch.
