Very insightful. That is what I am struggling with right now. I just posted that on piecing.
I am so scared that he won't end it and he is stringing me along again. Part of me thinks, he will end it. That he knows I will move on with or without him. Part of me is scared I will be back to square one. I can't handle that.
Right now I feel numb and empty. The wierd thing is that H seems to be trying here at home and I just can't focus on that. Yesterday he had a Dr. appt. He called on the way. He texted while he was there twice. He called on the way home. He didn't do this before. So part of me thinks he is trying to reassure me.
We went out to eat last night and had a good time--playful, laughing. We went and looked at bikes. H wants a new one.
I am very confused right now.
Thanks Russ, I am still going to the gym and GAL. I have to. Right now is hard because we only have one car (one was in the shop). I am nowhere ready to enter a run. I only walk on the treadmills. I have never been a runner. I have been doing more weight training to firm up. You enter a run for me!!
How are you doing? What about the custody issues? Sherry
