He is back. He says he will end it with ow but doesn't know when or how.
I don't know if I can do this anymore. I feel numb right now. Is this normal? I just don't know how much fight I have in me right now. I know that when he does end it, he will grieve over the R ( I have read that somewhere). So, not only do I have to wait for him to end it, then I have to live through the grieving process. I am not sure I can keep doing this. This is so emotionally draining.
I can't figure out what is going on with me. This is what I wanted. Why am I questioning it? I told H maybe I should just move on. There was light at the end of that tunnel, but I really don't see any with him. This could go on for months and I don't know if I can. He said that is why he came back, he sees light here and not with ow.
Does anyone have any advice? Should I go to piecing our marriage back? I don't feel like that is what we are doing right now.
