Thanks Geneva, mine are with you too (for what they are worth)
I really do screw up in fits and starts don't I? Actually this process is so long that I don't think these little blips on the screen cause irreparable damage. Just look at the stuff I've done previously. We were friends after that.
I appreciate all your input. I would like to address one thing though...I don't know whether dark moved me away from my goal. My wife never said "I wanted to get back together with you but you screwed it up by showing me no attention." She actually started contacting me more when there was OW, less interaction, etc., but I didn't behave like her friend...more like I wasn't interested. That was the problem more than the dark. I just didn't respond properly to when she started contacting me. I didn't reach out to her. But we had the makings of a good friendship going which is the makings of a great marriage. Why screw that up? I'll just keep plugging along. Thanks for your continued interest in my stupidity.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
