Please let me be the first to slap you for posting the words to country songs. <SLAP!> Knock that crap off! That stuff is WAY too depressing for you to be a) listening to and b) sharing it! Okay? JAZZ! NOTHING BUT JAZZ (and NO Sinatra!). Jazz is better when there are no lyrics!
I liked your analogy of God DRing us. That gives me a lot to think about. And it's good that you are spending some time trying to understand your own feelings in all of this. Keep that up. Unfortunately I don't think men learn that skill as boys, and then it comes back to bite you in the butt when you're an adult.
That stuff is WAY too depressing for you to be a) listening to and b) sharing it! Okay? JAZZ! NOTHING BUT JAZZ (and NO Sinatra!). Jazz is better when there are no lyrics! 
