Definitely don't contact W, too must pursuit of her. She needs a chance to miss you and wonder why you aren't there and why you didn't say 'happy Easter'.
The photos are nice but put them away for a happier day. You can keep them, but don't look at them all the time. I regret not keeping more of my photos.
I know it's difficult, but you can do it. A positive end result will be worth the pain!
You said will we be divorced or together? You're forgetting you can be divorced AND together. I am. Richard and Judy re-married each other after getting divorced (Chat show hosts), so did my friend Martha and her H. It is possible.
