I appreciate your thoughts too. It's silly to feel so alone because I spoke to H just yesterday for easily an hour, maybe two, on msn and he said he'd sort out my yahoo groups when he visits and TTFN which is kinda cheerful.
The wedding just made me wish he was there so I could hug him and tell him all the things I long to but can't (no R talk with DB'ing).
Oh, I manage to saying nothing, or make a joke out of things so it isn't too heavy for him, but I sometimes wish I could tell him what he means to me. I won't. I know how to be strong.
I just wish sometimes that someone could be strong for me.
It's a nice thought, you and TAG being at the wedding. I thought of my dad when I was there, and asked that he send some healing energy to my family (he is in the afterlife).
I quite often ask for spiritual guidance and usually it comes back to me in the form of songs. I'll be muddling over a problem and then find myself humming a tune and when I listen to the words of the song I have just sung, the answer is in the words of the song.
I think I shall say a prayer before I go to bed and see if I get any inspiration.
