It's nice to hear your thoughts. So many of my friends and family are of the opinion that "It's over, you just need to let go and move on, There's somebody out there who will love you for who you are, etc.". It has been so negative at times from my "support network".
I was just talking to a FF last night and she told me that I should not hold any hope, that she felt W would never change her mind and that I would just get hurt again if I have these feelings. She may be right. She was also the one who said that there was a girl for me out there who is right for me, who likes the things I like, who will love me for who I am. It sounds nice. I used to think that my W was that girl. I wonder sometimes.