Kids and I had a good weekend. Shara got to spend lots of time with sheep.
This weekend is our trip to St. Louis for Shara to show at the Sheltie Nationals in herding. Hopefully we get a pass score.
Feeling down today, rather wanting to cry and frustrated at not being able to identify the reason.
I am not lonely at the house with the kids there so the only thing I can come up with is I am missing that closeness that D and I used to share.
My guess is this is partially due to getting new computers here at work and that brings D to mind very strongly having people here working on computers. D and I used to work on computers together and he taught me everything I know about computers.
I also don't think I have placed all that happened in a way that I am satisfied and comfortable with in myself.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
