You know I just WISH I could get all that has happened and what REALLY happened straightened out in my head and then STOP thinking about it and trying to figure out did we ever have a real relationship? Was he doing the conflict avoiding and not telling me he was unhappy the whole time of the marriage?
I feel there is a huge gap in my life where I was living in a dream world that was all lies. It leaves a really icky feeling.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
