Wow, positives from that post is I vented it here and no place else, which I didn't always do in the past!

I decided the reason the two year anniversary of the filing was such a deal is it is the first time around since the divorce. Last year I was too busy trying to save the marriage that dates like that didn't hit as strongly.

Feeling much better this morning although yesterday I actually didn't start feeling those emotions till I got home and then I think it was the phone call that brought them to the surface. Which means they were there but I had a good day yesterday despite them.

I do think I am weather sensitive and such a beautiful sunny day as yesterday was helped me be in a good mood.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"