I know how you feel about not knowing from day to day what is going on with H. I too find it very confusing. One day we talk about ending it, the next day he is hanging around and accidently called me babe. It is hard to make plans for tomorrow let alone a week from now. I am hoping for your sake that H is starting to realize that you really will move on without him. As for me, this type of behavior between us has been going on so long that I dont think it will end unless I end our R all together. I have been acting like she doesnt exist since July with the occasional convo about us, but nothing. We do have a bond together it is obvious to not only me but to others, but H just doesnt want to stop. As my mother put it this morning, rather harshly, Stop living in H's shadow. She is right to a point. I wait for H's reactions and do whatever accordingly. But I am trying not to. I have been doing ti so long it is hard to stop.
