We couldn't go to church today. D4 is sick. I have been taking the kids by myself for the last month.
H is acting so darn confussing. Not sure what is going on. He is joking with the kids and me.
Last night he went to bed early because of his head. After I got the kids to bed, I sat down to watch a movie. Made myself a drink and grabbed a snack and started watching. Not too much later, H comes in and plops down next to me (not touching, but pretty close) and just starts talking. He wants to know if the movie is any good, where his drink and dinner are (it is now after 11:00PM). He starts watching the movie and comments that he may want to see this from the beginning. So I offer to start the movie over. So... we watch the movie together.
This morning he is playful and in a good mood.
I am just anxious to get this over with. I want to talk and just move on. I don't like living like this, never knowing what is coming or what is going on with H.
