Yes I am still going to the gym. It helps quite a bit with stress and sleeping. I am definately moving slowly here. How are you doing. You haven't been on your thread in awhile. I hope you are doing okay.
Unsure,
You are right about the GAL. I do feel better about me. Maybe that is why I have not been as upset this week as I thought I would be. A month and a half ago I would have been a basket case just thinking about asking H to leave. Now I am not.
Still planning on talking to H when the kids leave with the grandparents.
I have read a few things on assuming on these posts. Listen to them and don't assume or jump to conclusions. It doesn't help. I ASSumed yesterday. Yesterday when I picked D4 up from the daycare, as soon as I strapped her in she threw up. On the way home I called H to see if he would come home and help me. He didn't answer his phone. I tried again a few minutes later, no answer. I was fuming. I am thinking, you can't even click over and answer the phone when talking to ow. Anyway, I get home and H is home. He has not been home this early on a Friday night in a long time. He was playing drums, which means he probably wasn't on the phone. So I got mad for nothing. Shouldn't jump to conclusions, I have done that a few times this week and have been proven wrong.
I find myself getting more upset (not showing it-though) at his moodiness. It is getting harder to bite my tongue. He gets angry at the most ridiculous things and snaps at me or the children. I am ready to not have to deal with that. I am ready to say, you know ow can have you and your grumpiness. I am prepared for the worst this week. I am prepared for him to say "I don't know"--his favorite answer. I think I will be shocked if he decides to stay and end R with ow. I am not expecting that at all. I have been making plans in my head and checking a few things out.
I am becoming indifferent. Is that normal?? Thanks, Sherry
