NY, you are definately in my prayers. Like Blonde said, all of you are. You are such a strong support for all us.
I ditto what she said. We all have those days where we are down for some unexplainable reason. But as you say-- Don't stay there and focus on YOU!!!
Well, I get an email from H. Just a picture. I comment on it and ask where he found it. He said under an image search for headache. So I asked if he still had one and he said yes (he had one last night when I got home)
He then responded with --Did you have fun last night? ( I did NOT bring it up). Then, I was messed up (a nicer version of his exact words) when you came in so I didn't notice if you changed into your stylish jeans, the khakis you had on when you left in the morning were fine. Okay... the jeans are Levis and not stylish, just jeans, jeans that fit me nicely ( I might add LOL) and I had the kids with me. Then H suggested I go out with ---(he named a few of my friends) over spring break and have marguritas and basically get drunk. I am not even going to try and figure this one out. He is truly confused. Maybe he will feel better if I am going out and having fun. Who knows.
So, I did NOT respond to that one. About 25 minutes later he emails again. He explains that he was not tipsy or drunk last night that he had a headache. Okay, so what. I didn't question him or suggest he was. I guess he was worried about the wording of his email "messed up." Who knows.
Spring break should be fun. (I am being sarcastic for those of you who didn't catch that).
I think I am going to stay put (not move) for now. I talked to my mom for a long time and she suggested to wait and think and not to act too quickly. I still want H to leave if he can't end his R with ow, though. So....I still have a lot to think about. Whether to stay in the house, finances, etc. I have decided if he leaves I will probably trade the van in for something more economical. My mom has offered to watch D4 if they can get moved down here before school starts next year. So, I am making plans and moving ahead ever so slowly.
