H hasn't made his decision one way or the other. I am prepared to follow through. I have really thought about this and know I can't survive the summer with both of us being home and him continuing the R (even just talking as he calls it).
H has come home and at first he seemed unsure of how to act but now is acting "normal." I asked him to fix the kids a sandwich then I went to take a shower. He actually came in and asked if I wanted one. He is joking with the kids. He initiated a hug earlier when he got home.
Soooo.... he is hoping I will let this go, getting ready to leave and trying to soften the blow, or maybe just maybe stay and work on the marriage. I will not get my hopes up. I mean he has not said a word about that or us and I don't expect him to. I will have to bring it up.
I looked on line at apartments today. I printed something out and it is out for H to see. I still haven't decided about the move but will follow through on starting this process.
