I don't know if you should file or not. How will you feel if you do? It might be liberating for you, it might make you feel guilty. You need to decide what is best for you.
No, not much posting, too much reality for me, don't need to post it here.
I am glad you have some goals for the future... enough treading water!
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.