Well folks-- I've worked hard at saving my M but it looks like things are going the way my W planned all along. She moves out in one week from today. We tell our kids this weekend.
I'm exhausted emotionally and physically. I thought I'd built up my strength and my reserves but it was all just a facade. I'm a big blubbering baby...granted NOT in front of the W or kids...only when I'm NOT with them which is most of the day.
I'm not sure why I'm posting. Guess I just need to let you guys know that I tried...maybe not as hard as could have...but I did try. I will still try because marriage is sacred. However, I don't hold out much hope. I guess I'm also posting for comfort. You guys have provided so much support and advice...GOOD support and advice. Just looking for a little more of it I guess.
Thanks for everything you guys have done over the last several months. I know I wasn't always easy to handle...but I took the advice given and applied it the best I could to my situation.
Take care and good luck to each of you. I will try to check in from time to time. GEL--you're a sweetheart and a wise soul. HP--sweetness that wields a mean frying pan for whacking stupidity right out of a person. JJ--you're honesty is refreshing AND enlightening. csw--my buddy--I wish I had the strength and fortitude you do--you're doing GREAT with your W. Everyone else--just thanks for your support and words of kindness and wisdom.
