Man of Steel, Man of Steel, how the heck are you supposed to feel?
I believe that GEL is correct... Reflexes speak louder than words. My W still shows a far muted version of the reflexes you describe, so I too retain hope. Keep her impressed by your resolve, and try to keep your tears in the other room, or better yet, when no one is around. Men of steel rust if they are overly weepy! (I'm learning!)