Hey Keb, Hang in there. You are getting results, depite their dimension. Ignore the hurtful things you hear, and don't beat yourself up! Kindly point out that two months out of twenty years is not nearly enough time for W to expect disolution of your feelings. Beyond that, ignore anything I say, as I can't get out of my own mess
I have taken up raquetball, and it is a good feeling smashing that little ball around as hard as possible, even if I did lose four games in a row. I used to hammer hot metal for a living, so I didn't need any excuses for smashing things
