You're right bustingonline.....I sometimes feel bad that I get comfort in the fact that other people are going through our same situation. Weird.
Well, I'm not quite as angry as I was when I wrote all of that last night, but I screwed up this morning. After H's phone rang and he looked at who it was and didn't answer and all of that (which was supposed to make me feel GOOD!) this morning I told him maybe we should take seperate cars to the soccer field since we would be there all day. He said that's fine. Then I blew it. I added, "I thought you could take your own car so you could make any calls you needed to or answer when you get calls". Oops. He was pissed. Too bad. I just think to have the guts to say to my face that he's not ready to stop talking to the OW and I just sit there and say, duh, ok is horrific. I'm with you....I don't believe moving on or joining a gym would make him stay. I'm being a little sarcastic of course...I know it takes more than that but that's just what it feels like I'm doing right now. We just got home from being at the soccer field (together) all day and he says he's going to Walmart for Coke. Yeah, right. Don't forget your phone! I wanted to yell as he walked out. I restrained myself. I think he was reading my mind though since right after I thought about saying that, he asked if our D wanted to go with him. He knows better than to call her if either girls were in the car with him. He can certainly read all of the lovely text messages she sent, but can't call her himself. I'm so torn. I gave him a kiss today and he accepted that just fine. I'm anxious to go to the MC Wednesday so he can kick H in the butt and tell him to sh** or get off the pot!
