Journaling: Some days I don't think I need to come here. I think things are good and if I just keep it up I'll be ok. However, I realize I do need to come here often to remind me of what it is I need to keep up. I can feel myself slipping sometimes back to the old me. I need to remind me not to obsess, not to worry, to trust, not to take for granted, to be kind, honest and take care of me.

H is gone for a few days for work. He called me last night and said he just wanted to call before he went to bed. Told me a little about his day. I said ILY first but I think it's ok since he isn't home.

So, I need to keep coming here for reminders. Read lots and take what I need, and leave something for others if I can.